i think if i wanted to i could be an astrophysicist

i think i spelt that wrong

lets be ok i want to be ok i want nothing more than to be PERFECT again

you and me you and me

can we remember to forget about this

this isn't about you its about them and how they fucked me

this isn't about you

stop thinking its about you silly, you're more than perfect

i've got a kaleidoscope hidden in my pocket, and i can use it whenever

oh yes

whenever

i want

i can hear it crackling around me

i think i'm dying

i may be dying

i'm probably dead already

oh god i miss myself

one day they'll write a biography about me and it could be something interesting it could concievably be something worth reading

but don't believe the lies they try to feed you

the sun is setting and tomorrow i get my wisdom teeth out

she used to live in an all white room
all white
all right
she's drawing pictures of places she's never seen
and probably never will
she's so prophetic yeah
so fucking prophetic
she's paintint watercolours on her wall that won't ever stay
i don't think she'll stay no, she's not gonna stay.
i'm slipping up
i'm slipping up
i'm slipping up
this feeling could be familliar or maybe its just a shadow
twitch twitch
blink twice and i'm gone
i don't remember this anymore
i'm breaking down i'm breaking down
we should we should
make something of ourselves
laid to waste by all of this
all of this
all of this
i repeat things in threes

its a long drive down a dirt road canopied with trees

thanks for taking this evening stroll

i think this might have happened before

i would very much like to shoplift you some self esteem
i think we could pick up some courage at valu-mart
on sale for 19.99

you have the most beautiful eyes i think i have ever seen

i think i think too much

in this light we look really high class

in this light we look aristocratic

i could wear a suit and you could wear a dress and we could walk hand in hand looking aloof as cats to everybody lucky enough to see us

cause i feel lucky to see you

because you have the most beautiful eyes

the most beautiful eyes

the most beautiful eyes.

if i walk two steps back

then i

then i

then i

nevermind.

i feel big today

massive

impressively strong and large

like a monolith of some kind

i'm walking backwards through traffic on monday morning rush hour to see if i can smell their fear

i can be like that oh yeah i can be

i'm looking up at you boyishly with my curly hair falling into my eyes

i want to be a superhero

i want to be superheroic

i want to light up your night sky

only

the positive parts

are about

you.