i'm not really sure of the machinery that causes sunrise to turn to sunsets

or what cogs and wheels turn in order for this moment to pass to the next

i want to shoot out into the deep dark night and explode

rivers of colour flowing from me lighting up the night making something worth looking at.

i am really truly afraid of being completely and utterly forgotten

sometimes i listen to the sound of the city all around me and pretend that its a city about a million miles from here and that i'm underneath something built hundreds of years before i was born

i don't feel inspired right now.