and you will never see no never see this again. beat poetry this time again this time i can't seem to stop. perhaps its somewhat like an addiction and perhaps i'm just too stoned to think about such an esoteric concept. doe anyone read this anymore? anonymity perhaps or perhaps not. eventually the words just creep across the screen sort of like little animals.......sort of like there alive. apparently awe from my direction is good but i really don't think that its good enough anymore because it hasn't been for so so long, or maybe i just should say or have said or say in the future something thats even slightly relevant. but i probably won't. i hope that when i'm 80 i'm still rocking out hardcore in a band and being all political and shit. i wanna be all political and shit more often. and i want to sleep more often too. so i'm gonna go do that. cheerio and such.